October 2010
The green-eyed monster is creeping forth,threatening to overtake me.but i choke it back with a sob,and keep my feelings hidden inside.
Every night without fail, i shed these tears and start to weep. I feel so helpless and frail, my restless mind won’t let me sleep.
Once again, the green eyed monster rears its ugly head. This time i can not fight it, it possesses me. I become the green eyed monster.
I don’t know what to do.I wanted to be with you.But you have bigger plans. And i don’t understand, you see.I guess you don’t need me